What if...

Bagaimana bila aku tidak dilahirkan di keluargaku saat ini?
Bagaimana bila aku adalah orang keras kepala yang tidak mengakui keluarga?
Bagaimana bila aku tidak dilahirkan menjadi perempuan tapi laki2?
Bagaimana bila aku lebih menyukai perempuan daripada laki2?
Bagaimana bila aku punya ketakutan pada ketinggian dan manusia?
Bagaimana bila aku menjadi polisi dan bukannya pengajar?
Bagaimana bila aku lebih menyukai vanila daripada coklat?
Bagaimana bila aku tidak memiliki sahabat setia?
Bagaimana bila aku tidak menjadi sahabat setia?
Bagaimana bila aku tidak memiliki mimpi dan cita-cita?
Bagaimana bila aku tidak mengenal Tuhan?
Bagaimana bila aku tidak memiliki agama?
Bagaimana bila aku...bukan manusia?

Bagaimana bila ... aku berhenti bertanya 'what if..' dan bersyukur tentang aku saat ini.
Karena aku tidak ingin mengubah apapun juga.
Pain, anguish, fear, it's a part of life.
But, happiness, hope, joy, and love also part of life.
I have to pick with what i want to live my life.
Life is a struggle but also an adventure.
What if...

Gosh, it's a hot day

So Hot, dry, thirsty.
Wind, nothing exposed.
Sun, smiling without guilty.
Gosh, it's a hot day.
Yeah, it's been a while now that i felt extremely hot (in a weather kind of way). Not just at day time but also at night. One day i wake up in the morning and finding myself wet with sweat. I slept with fan point at my direction, but nothing positive happened (wind and cool air). I drank a lot of water but still in drought. I wore thin fabric clothes, but the sweat still running wild.
Gosh, it's a hot day.
I began to wonder whether the bear at north pole feeling the same? whether people in Siberia experiencing a day without fur clothes?or maybe the ice in north pole melting like crazy?
Is it global warming or a mere hot sunny season?
Is it me, who is whinning? or all Indonesian people felt the same?
Gosh, it's a hot day.

to be continued...